I have had my enemies and I have had my friends. I haven't been here to win friends...I have been here to spread THE TRUTH. My sole purpose in my posting on GLP has been to try to inform. There are certain people that have been bothered by me in the past. I will not mention which moderators, as I have some modicum of class, but there are a couple who have told me to watch what I say. Fine. So I toned down the "anti-zionist" rhetoric. Okay then. I didn't say much more on the subject, I tried to go by their rules, and for some reason I was still punished for it. Good for me, right? I should not have backed down. Certain moderators also threw a hissy fit for me being made a moderator on another forum, which they PERCEIVED as a "anti-glp" site. So I resigned from that position, once again abiding by the so-called GLP rules. Once again, fine. I don't control GLP, I never claimed to. I will say I always brought a lot of people to the forum...perhaps that is something they don't care to admit, but considering I am OP on a fairly popular IRC channel and was always giving links, it drew some people in. I am a simple person with a goal of somehow changing a few people's minds. Maybe I will, maybe I won't, but I WILL ALWAYS stick to my convictions. And I was attacked for no reason...

On the hoax thing. I DID NOT MAKE THAT THREAD. I WROTE NO EMAILS. It is up to you to believe me. On the face of things, perhaps it looks bad. But look again. I had no chance to defend myself. I was banned, my posts and threads deleted. Do a google search on HeidiLore and you will find that most of my threads were very popular on blogs, websites, etc. I am not out to attack GLP, but something sinister happened earlier. Something I cannot explain. Certainly I don't claim to know everything...but there are things going on. I do think it's odd that on that forum, I was the only moderator that believed in conspiracy theories. That is strange to me. Something weird is happening. I don't recommend staying away from GLP. There are many good things there. I have met many friends. It has given me a bit of a platform for me to proclaim my beliefs, and that is an excellent thing as far as I'm concerned. I will simply move on to other things. I cried over this, I shook, my heart broke. But I have to go on. Like the days when I was protesting and people would spit at me on the street. It didn't stop me...nor will this. I love you all. I don't know what I will do next. Perhaps I will take it to the streets. At some point, I will come forward with the knowledge I have obtained. At this point, I cannot. But it will happen. The people will be enlightened. The truth will come out eventually, and those that wronged me will be punished. It isn't up to me. It really isn't. It isn't up to me to change your minds, either...you are smart enough to make your own decisions. I have gotten dozens of emails in support of what I have done, and I KNOW I have made an impact.

To those who showed overwhelming concern for my death, thank you for the words. I was banned so quickly I didn't have the time to read all of the posts regarding this, but your words were appreciated. :)

Thank you for taking the time to read this manifesto of sorts. Don't worry...I will be all right. Perhaps it is the gods hint to get out there on the street, that I'm meant for something more :)

Bless you all!

~Heidi-Lore~